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Wake me up when October ends.

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 OBN it's been a while since my results are out. I was not able to make it to the list, but  my friends , teachers and mumma said that it's okay, mumma said that it was quite all right. So I also thought that it is okay. So to give you a preview or somethings of the last 3 or 4 months,  they were quite depressing but some of my friends, teachers helped to get out of the loop. Well I attended a wedding, met some of my friends and obviously I do have a photos  Allow me to present them in front of you . Here they comes   I am doing my master's in sociology .  For this I only want to say that   I knew exactly what to do. But in a much more real sense, I had no idea what to do".    This song gives me nothing but depression and hope at the same time. It is like touching moon and the sun at the same time.  Well I do find hope in here, and also sadness, sadness of losing special someone, well you can cry your heart out while listening to this and eventually you'll get bett

Stages of being sick.

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 1.  Thandi hawa is not just a song for you 2.  Khansi jukam at its peak but you think  grare will save you from this 3.  Thermometer is your best friend at this time 4.  You crave for an icecream but your kismat has khicdi for you 5. Dr. Ke pass kon jaye kadha is the best medicine 6. But then you know if  you don't visit to a  doctor then you might die by drinking gram pani only 7.  Then the final stage holidays khrab hogayi yaar bimari ke chakr main ; Kj

थकान

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 मृगतृष्णा सा हाल है, मन में खुशबू लिए और खुश्बू खोजे वीराने में, जो मज़ा बिखरने में है, वो कहां अब संभल जाने में, फेक बिखरा अपना सब कुछ, यूं ही बेवजह एक वजह के लिए , फुर्सत के सिके भी नही है अब जेबो में मेरी रिहायी के लिए, यूं ही रातों की बातों में आकर जगा रखा है खुद को, अब सपनो में भी सो लेने दो मुझको  अब रो लेने दो मुझको. कोमल जामवाल.

Kaksha gyarvi,barvi

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  1st photo :-  The one where we all get to know each other.  I was the only girl in my class means in commerce section all my friends from 10th either took pcm or pcb and I was left with these idiots, idiots who pampered me like anything. 2nd photo It was a good sunny day may be winters afternoon, as you can recognise these 2 from the previous blogs. If you don't then one is panshul and the other is sanjay. These both were like chai and toast to each other or I should say if one is fire other one is air, they should endorse Fevicol ad by the tag line unbreakable bond मजबूत जोड चले सालों साल,  here I am convincing these idiots to attend the classes. It was from children's day,  Komal didi was saying that we do so much on teachers day but nobody even wish us on children's day, but only to our surprise our lovely ladies Sangeeta ma'am and kalpana ma'am end up giving us a children's day treat, such sweet gesture. Even to this date Sangeeta ma'am wishes happy ch

Balanciaga, Titan and some pizzas .

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1 April 2024 Well hello , long time no seen, well there was nothing happening was happening so yeah. But today , I went out , went to sarkaghat as I have to change the spectacles and get new ones .  But as me going to sarkaghat was not a happening thing but , but meeting these people out there is happening.  So it all started with a call and a bit of sarcasm from ritika. That she has already reached the place but I have decided to go there after lunch to which she replied ok , Tu arram se aa lunch karke tab tak main vapas aa jaugi.  Good lord I  need to have a course on sarcasm handling. Well then we met at Titan . Name of the place is Titan well to your surprise it is not a watch shop but a spectacle's place. They should name it as lenskart but no then they have to pay the royalty. Well then they should name it as ...okay I am distracted sorry. So after getting the spectacles work done I called SANJAY.  Sanjay as you know from the previous blogs guy who dances on srivali songs and

KHAMOSHIYAN

आंखों की तुमको समझ नही, शाब्दो की हमको है कमी, माना की मोहोबत का इजहार ही इज़हार है, पर क्या खामोशी की धुन से तुम्हे एतबार है, लोग है ज़माने में पर बातें नहीं करते, दो पल खामोशी के किसी के साथ बिता नही सकते, कांटे की तरह चुभती है उन्हे चूपी  बेस्वाद सी लगती है, जैसे कोई चाय फीकी, जो बात किसी की जुबान न कह पाए, उसकी गवाही आंखें देती है मौजूद और शामिल होने मैं होते है फर्क कई, किसी के शब्दों में आवाज है, इसकी तुम्हे गलत फहमी तो नही?                                                                                 

FRIENDSHIPS

 When we grow old , we tend to lose people , be it your schoolmates, collegemates, friends, besttttt friends. no matter how much you want them back the fact is even if you go back there you don't belong there. sometimes just a small fight will lead to a long broken friendship, and sometimes fight is not the reason but life, sometimes life happens and you end up losing people. but what I think (only if my opinion matters , but this is my blog so my opinion might not matter but I am free to express it) okay continue , so what I think is it is not the fight or the life which results into broken friendships but it is us, when a friendship ends between 2 people no one takes responsibility to fix it , both sulk then leave because may be that is not there priority at that time.  that's it folks.   thankyou for reading. IF I FALL, I LOSE OR MY HOPES SCRATCHED I'LL START IT AGAIN FROM EXPERIENCE AND NOT FROM SCRATCH  NOBODY IS WITH ME, I'M LOSING ALL MY FRIENDS, I'M BEING AN